Thursday, May 24, 2012

Jika..

Jika dia masih bersama saya,
akan saya izinkan dia menonton perlawanan bola semahunya.

Jika dia masih bersama saya,
akan saya izinkan dia bermain futsal sepuas hatinya.

Jika dia masih bersama saya,
akan saya memberi dia ruang untuk bernafas dan berehat.

Jika dia masih bersama saya,
akan saya ubah sifat pemarah ini kpd sifat penyabar.

Jika dia masih bersama saya,
akan saya berikan yg indah sahaja utk dia.

Jika dia masih bersama saya,
akan saya menjadi lebih matang, tidak lagi kebudak-budakan.

Jika dia masih bersama saya,
akan saya ubah leteran menjadi kata semangat dan pujian.

Jika dia masih bersama saya,
akan saya hargai dia lebih dari apa yang pernah saya berikan.


Manusia itu,
apabila kehilangan dia akan menjadi lebih......
menghargai, mengerti, mencari dan menyesali.

p/s : Nukilan ikhlas dari hati.

Monday, May 7, 2012

InsyaAllah.

Assalamualaikum.

No matter how bad people treat me,
I will treat them nicely.
InsyaAllah, I will.

selalu ingat kata2 ni.

" Biar orang buat kita, jangan kita buat orang. "

p / s : Alhamdulillah saya tenang. Semoga ketenangan dpt dirasai oleh semua orang yg saya sayang.
sekian, Wassalam.

Tuesday, May 1, 2012

speechless.

assalamualaikum.

I think I was dying yesterday.
I miss someone so badly.
then I realise that my hp was out of battery for almost 1day.
I charged my hp and I waited for 5 mins.
I dont know why, I was pretty sure that 'someone' will msg me.
there was no msg coming at all.


frustrated.

I went watching TV and left my hp in the room.
I took my diary and I wrote about that 'someone'.
I wrote everything I felt towards that 'someone'.


After 30mins I went back into the room.
feeling weak and had no mood.
I took my hp without any hope.
but guess what?!
there was a msg from that 'someone' who I miss so bad that I wanna cry.


I replied the msg,
there was no response until now.


and now,
I feel double frustrated and I wanna cry.
I wanna cry because I felt that I was played.


I think I am not so strong.
keep on replaying "Love takes time-Mariah Carey".
and it makes me become worse.
I think I wanna cry.
(ohh, I cried already just now)


I dont know why this thing happen to me.
It never happen before.


p / s : If YOU read this, hmmm. I dont know what to say.


mood : extremely sad and I think I wanna cry again.